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I am a GAY man and almost 50 years old. By John Wren

I am a gay man of almost 50 years in age.

I spend my teen years in the UK as homosexuality started to become a little bit more acceptable. But there was still a lot of prejudice and misunderstanding.

During this time sexual freedom was normal. People were fucking as much as they could.

I was certainly doing my part. I couldn't get enough sex. I was fucking with a different guy every night, Sometimes more.

Then suddenly HIV /AIDS started to be heard of. Suddenly people where afraid of having sex. Although this did not stop anyone. The fucking continued. But it was a different sex.

You could no longer do what you wanted. You had to be safe, you could not do what or who you wanted anymore.

I remember times when in the heat of passion and a spectacular cock, i would throw caution to the wind and I would do something risky.

I will never forget the feeling of guilt and shame after these fucks.

I was traveling the world, working on cruise ships so i got to fuck guys all over the world. It was great fun and as a young horny gay man I had plenty of opportunity. But there was always guilt and fear. I was always aware of the dangers every time I fucked.

This spoiled it a little for but it never stopped me. there was always a cloud over my head.

I spend basically all my sexual life under these conditions. It became part of me.

I needed sex. But sex was danger. Sex was guilt. Sex was fear.

Even during the years I was happily involved, I still lived in fear. Not an overwhelming fear just a nagging, always in my head kind of awareness that I could be at risk and I could be putting my partner at risk. After all, who could be 100% sure that there was not extra marital affairs going on.

Sex was everywhere. Men are men, they want sex. Cock was everywhere. In parks, beaches, public toilets. This was fun but it always came with fear and risk. Some could say this was exciting but not to me. I always worried. But I was addicted to cock. I just loved it. So I couldn't stop.

A few years ago in my current relationship we agreed on opening up the relationship to sex outside the relationship. Many may not agree with this and at first I thought it was bad. Once again the guilt and fear came into play.

We started to go to sex clubs and have fun. This was great but extremely risky and the guilt and fear spoiled it for me. But people were fucking like crazy. Many bareback. Swallowing as much cum as they could. I wanted this freedom too.

I started to hear about Prep.

Now this blog is not about prep at all, it is about sexual freedom so i wont go into the pros and cons.

After much research and soul searching we both did what was required and got ourselves on prep. I also started to equip myself with up to date knowledge on HIV.

Suddenly I was living in an age where HIV positive people with undetectable viral loads could not transmit the virus. People with HIV were living perfectly normal lives with just a few pills a day. And prep made me almost immune to HIV. Obviously other STD s were still around but after living through the HIV years. These were curable and not a thing to worry about.

This changed everything. Suddenly myself and many others all over where able to fuck like they wanted. Without fear and guilt.

I was suddenly able to express my sexual identity and explore it with all my might.

Sex clubs, nude beaches. Dating apps became my play ground.

Everyone seemed to be living this new sexual revolution.

It was then that I became my true sexual self. A proud gay man with a perfectly normal sexual appetite.I loved cock still and I wanted to explore all the things I had missed.

And i am most certainly doing this. I am a free sexually aware man. i am confident and willing to try and explore myself and others.

This is why this sex toy site is here. It is for gay men who, like me, want to explore and enjoy this new sexual revolution. I want to explore my body. I want to explore the bodies of other confident men. I want to try all the things I was always afraid to do.

I am using toys of all kinds. On myself and on others. Men are using them on me too.

I have learned what my true sexual identity is. I am exploring it.

Make no mistake this is not an easy transition to make. But I am dong it.

No regrets, no fear. Just me and my sexual self, in a new world.

AND I LOVE IT. I LOVE COCK AND I LOVE HOT NAKED MEN. And I am proud to say it without fear and guilt.

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